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God's Will is Greater than Any other will:Serve for the Glory of God, Without expectations of neighbors

I am kinda tired

9/1/2014

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I thought I was headed in the right direction in life...but right now...I feel like I have to go to sleep and just chill...I feel like a man that got smacked in the head by a train....maybe I will feel better tomorrow...For a man that does not drink, and doesnt expect much from anyone...I find it frustrating that god would send me to find someone, and then make it difficult to stay in contact with the person after meeting them. the story from the bible about finding a small piece of heaven and investing everything I have just to have it, and then wondering why it doesnt grow when it is supposed to be the place I start everything...I rarely am vulnerable with people...but hey...I do have a disability, and I never tell anyone...so from now on...if you want to know I take 3 pills at night to sleep, sometimes 4...for a condition i have had since i was diagnosed at 17 yrs of age. If you want to know about redemption after being asked to hide it my whole life...give me a email or a call...disablities that many parents would abort children for today is what i have...luckily my parents kept me alive...god turns the world's beautiful mistakes into miracles...so carpe diem...I am also a man who does not look disabled, but I am according to the doctors....normally my episodes come after praying about someone and wanting to consider them as a potential wife and then getting the thanks but no thanks...god if you want me to single forever...i will accept it, cause i am 41 even if people think i look like a 16 yr old. looks arent everything. Watch the silver linings movie...if you like it...you might find a platinum lining in my story....
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