I thought I was headed in the right direction in life...but right now...I feel like I have to go to sleep and just chill...I feel like a man that got smacked in the head by a train....maybe I will feel better tomorrow...For a man that does not drink, and doesnt expect much from anyone...I find it frustrating that god would send me to find someone, and then make it difficult to stay in contact with the person after meeting them. the story from the bible about finding a small piece of heaven and investing everything I have just to have it, and then wondering why it doesnt grow when it is supposed to be the place I start everything...I rarely am vulnerable with people...but hey...I do have a disability, and I never tell anyone...so from now on...if you want to know I take 3 pills at night to sleep, sometimes 4...for a condition i have had since i was diagnosed at 17 yrs of age. If you want to know about redemption after being asked to hide it my whole life...give me a email or a call...disablities that many parents would abort children for today is what i have...luckily my parents kept me alive...god turns the world's beautiful mistakes into miracles...so carpe diem...I am also a man who does not look disabled, but I am according to the doctors....normally my episodes come after praying about someone and wanting to consider them as a potential wife and then getting the thanks but no thanks...god if you want me to single forever...i will accept it, cause i am 41 even if people think i look like a 16 yr old. looks arent everything. Watch the silver linings movie...if you like it...you might find a platinum lining in my story....
I am kinda tired
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Sensei Ronald J.F. Panlilio
thoughts on nutrition, sports strategy, and creating team leaders as a member of a team or as a coach or manager of a sports team on the basketball court
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I love to serve, and serve to love, and if you feel these words are blessings for your family please send us an email, or send any amount of sponsorship to help me put food on the table as a writer,and coach: basketball, fastpitch softball, and baseball who will use any love donation to help serve the neighbors I am called to serve as a Roman Catholic Servant-Hearted Artist. One of my goals in life is to use my writing to create a book for the theology of the body from my perspective as a man that is currently blessedly single, but also very much preparing to be blessedly married and I am already focused in my prayer life on one woman, and I pray we will be parents of children after our song of songs and wedding mass in god's perfect timing. I am praying about going to krakow, poland for world youth day in 2015 with a group from st paul in chino hills, and each members must raise 4000 dollars so hopefully I can raise enough for all of our group to attend: we already have 20 people in the group. you can send paypal funds to me at email@example.com, or if you email me we can make other arrangements. Jesus Be with you, and May Mama Mary always embrace and protect you with her Blue Mantle of Protection. And please also send any prayer requests along with it and I will be sure to add it to my weekly hour in the adoration chapel even if you don't have money to give I will still include your prayers with mine.
R and R International mentors families so they have more play time with their family and friends, and more tools like money to be used to prepare for more service with their neighborhood
Global Entertainment Symposium June 2014 at USC FILM School by the Los Angeles World Affairs Council