I feel like I can hit anyone on earth in prayer right now...and nobody cares or respects my name Sensei Ronald John Ferrer Panlilio....Jesus, God, Mama Mary...I am so angry with heaven for sending people who do not listen to prayers of a Roman Catholic Man in Need Today of All Days after 41 years..I cannot yell at any person now...if I could go to the gym I would destroy every heavy bag in the building....but the gym is closed....God your the only one who can absorb my Anger at this moment with the human race for killing children and not wanting to help me end the money making murder industry of Abortion FIAT. I have no money...and you said if I could only offer prayer that you would help me....this is the first day in 41 years that I doubt your word in my whole life for the last 3 minutes. Forgive me my Mortal Sin...and Divine Mercy to those I hate and am about to disregard at this moment.
Our Lady of the Bright Mount the Holy Darkness Labour Day: da' vine an piec'e de' resis'tance the international bridge over abortion will be crossed by adopting they way, the truth, and da' life of adopting baby making lifestyles and vocations dedicated to healing the family trees of all nations under God his bride Mama Mary, and our Big Brother Jesus Christo: the human race is our family. Let us be United under the Holy Family of God the Father. We are all branches from the same Vine, let our blood and eucharist body be healed and reunited from purgatory to heaven with all the millions of martyred children pulled from the womb of divorce, euthansia, war, crime, human trafficking, pornography strip clubs and the most evil organizations on earth any government or company that takes one penny for an abortion procedure through their code of laws on Earth. :)
the eagle calls the parents of all the eagles and animals and makes a frowny face and looks at the sky with with eyes and beak...and stares with lasers at the God...his beak opens and God says kiss your kids good night before i take your nest away...go to sleep and call me in the morning after 3 to 4 hours with your closest eagle relatives, then the porpoises and condors swoop by and remind him to be good to all the other people sharing the clouds, land and food with them....:) never hold a grudge more then the length of a siesta or a kiss from a loved one...my country tis of thee, for thee I share....how many live people in 2014 have ever seen a condor, a porpoise and a eagle in their homeland within 3 days of being outdoors from the office or on a travel tour with family?
I thought I was headed in the right direction in life...but right now...I feel like I have to go to sleep and just chill...I feel like a man that got smacked in the head by a train....maybe I will feel better tomorrow...For a man that does not drink, and doesnt expect much from anyone...I find it frustrating that god would send me to find someone, and then make it difficult to stay in contact with the person after meeting them. the story from the bible about finding a small piece of heaven and investing everything I have just to have it, and then wondering why it doesnt grow when it is supposed to be the place I start everything...I rarely am vulnerable with people...but hey...I do have a disability, and I never tell anyone...so from now on...if you want to know I take 3 pills at night to sleep, sometimes 4...for a condition i have had since i was diagnosed at 17 yrs of age. If you want to know about redemption after being asked to hide it my whole life...give me a email or a call...disablities that many parents would abort children for today is what i have...luckily my parents kept me alive...god turns the world's beautiful mistakes into miracles...so carpe diem...I am also a man who does not look disabled, but I am according to the doctors....normally my episodes come after praying about someone and wanting to consider them as a potential wife and then getting the thanks but no thanks...god if you want me to single forever...i will accept it, cause i am 41 even if people think i look like a 16 yr old. looks arent everything. Watch the silver linings movie...if you like it...you might find a platinum lining in my story....
I am praying for people to sponsor my writing and athletic abilities as a coach or player at http://www.awesomearchangel.org/ and http://www.visiblegoalsfitness.com/ so that I may serve at full capacity in the near future as husband, and future parent to the woman I was sent to court while praying in the adoration chapel for 6 months before...Jesus Fiat (OMMC), I am about 2 and half years into a medical sanctuary and loan forgiveness program with the government. It is the first time I agreed to stop working because my family, doctors, and lawyer Irene Ruzin from UCLA all believed it was best for me to rest and let God help me be prepared. If I get sponsorship for athletics I will turn to my brother in Christ Andrew Maiorano an alumi of Saint Damien High, and Cal Berkeley and a friend of the family. As well as Andrew Wong, and Richard Pia Roda will all be consulted for any contracts or negotiations as necessary that is 4 lawyers that I trust already. Andrew went into a burning building to save his sister when he like 11 or 12 years old, what better lawyer could a man or woman ask for, he still has a few scars from carrying her out of the house as a child. I do not drink alcohol (maybe 30 ounces in 41 years so far) because I never forget my friends: the family teammates: sisters and brothers we choose on our own. Click here on honesty is love to have healthier families, parents, and children through the products of Chase, Jessica and her kids, I love her books and it helps me as a writer to put food on my table as well as a man praying to be a husband and father. Especially her words on how and when to schedule breastfeeding consistently.
when you meet a potential mate, pray for them so god will send a man to you, and ask you as a woman to be patient. He will court you till his last breath of God on Earth. Before he Proposes to you, both should already intend to be married. So early in the relationship within 3 to 6 months of the start of the courtship they should attend a wedding counseling retreat called a cana retreat in the catholic faith, but in your faith it might have a different name for the same preparation.
If your praying for a vocation? Go to a roman catholic adoration chapel and ask god to reveal your vocation and give the name of that person to your eldest relatives, parents, best friends and to you. So you can be prepared for that vocation, and that person. God will send that person to you or you will be sent to that person. To be a blessedly single lay ministry leader, blessedly married lay ministry leader, blessedly religiously ordained ministry leader
since 1973 abortion has been legal. Our Current President, VP, Congress,Senators, Supreme Court appointed by these weak leaders since 73 have made it very easy to build huge bank accounts killing children in the womb. And the current president and vp took 1.2 million to win reelection from the biggest provider of abortive murders in the womb called "planned parenthood" in 2012. More than 50 million children have been aborted and martyred since 1973 when it became legal and acceptable to charge 650 to 1500 or even 1 dollar to kill a child. Every international government that takes medicine especially barack and biden. Deserve to step down today to serve families honorably. Or discharged dishonorably for failure to protect our nation. Or be visited by Saint Michael, the Shroud of Turin. Kiss your two daughters good night. Because your coffee will be laced with the truth, the way, and the life within 7 to 10 business days, you might want to book a confession appointment or call the pope. Otherwise when you open your eyes. Your children will be at your funeral if you dont ask for penance immediately. And we who stay alive, need to find better protectors of children than biden and obama who claim to love children, but daily keep abortion and contraceptive murder machines in business by taking their money to get elected. I voted for obama the first time, based on color. I didn't understand his policies until his 4th year in office. Then I voted for anyone that did not support him the second time around regardless of the person's political party that spoke against his policies when they ran in the second term. If I am wrong than fine, that means I live in a world that god wants to let babies keep getting killed for 650 dollars. My family is without price same with any human being. But our sitting Congress, Senate, Supreme Court, and Executive committee better have a secretary of state in place when these two failed christians meet their maker, or are put in life in prisonment on earth and off of earth for failure to serve after promising to protect.
God Provides the healthiest baby juice on the planet for free from the breasts of a pregnant woman. God grants us the gift of life, so that we may feed the world the manna from heaven. How else would a tribe of families cross the desert for 40 days to escape the slave principalities of the world? And he split the ocean because it was the only way to save his people.
when you go to seek knowledge and assume you have all of it already than you will never learn. If you go to a new teacher, please empty your up to be given new water, wisdom and gifts
------------------------------- "We realize that what we are accomplishing is a drop in the ocean. But if this drop were not on the ocean, it would be missed." blessed mother teresa |
Sensei Ronald J.F. Panlilio
thoughts on nutrition, sports strategy, and creating team leaders as a member of a team or as a coach or manager of a sports team on the basketball court deals of the day invest above to sponsor the writing on this site for a future book for theology of the body on courtship when god sends a worthy man to find a priceless woman prepared by god.
I love to serve, and serve to love, and if you feel these words are blessings for your family please send us an email, or send any amount of sponsorship to help me put food on the table as a writer,and coach: basketball, fastpitch softball, and baseball who will use any love donation to help serve the neighbors I am called to serve as a Roman Catholic Servant-Hearted Artist. One of my goals in life is to use my writing to create a book for the theology of the body from my perspective as a man that is currently blessedly single, but also very much preparing to be blessedly married and I am already focused in my prayer life on one woman, and I pray we will be parents of children after our song of songs and wedding mass in god's perfect timing. I am praying about going to krakow, poland for world youth day in 2015 with a group from st paul in chino hills, and each members must raise 4000 dollars so hopefully I can raise enough for all of our group to attend: we already have 20 people in the group. you can send paypal funds to me at [email protected], or if you email me we can make other arrangements. Jesus Be with you, and May Mama Mary always embrace and protect you with her Blue Mantle of Protection. And please also send any prayer requests along with it and I will be sure to add it to my weekly hour in the adoration chapel even if you don't have money to give I will still include your prayers with mine.
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